one half
Sunday, September 16, 2007
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woke up this morning, opened the window to let the sunshine in for the first time.
thought about everything that has happened.
everything happened way too fast.
i need to catch a breather.
i gave in for the first time but it wasn't appreciated.
i gave in twice but it did not work out.
nobody is perfect so i'm not either.
i tried so many ways to make myself perfect but i guess it wasn't right.
why do one have to play hard to get to make the other feel as if it's gold?
and if one doesnt, the other will think it's just a useless item i can get anytime.
everything seem clear now, both have what they wanted and i'm left here alone.
what more can i ask for?
instead of being upset with the bruises and pain i'm in,
i'm more upset with the lost i'm feeling.
i dont know why either.
one hits while one is cold. i wish both well.but for now i need to get my fucking life back.
i don't owe anyone anything.
bye.
-have been resting too much lately man.
going out have been fun!
my migraine is killing me please!
so contagious
4:32 PM